I'm in major lesson learning mode over here which means posts could get deep, lengthy, spiritual and not always "happy giddy nutty Mindy." But I've decided if I've but one life to live, and one voice with which to talk about my experiences, then, well, I'm going to {talk}. There are a lot of things we can read about that are just fluff and taking up space without impacting a person's heart (there is certainly a time and place for that and I like to keep it balanced). I want this blog to be a place where women can truly feel loved on and encouraged. I want to be able to share what I've learned so precious souls won't make the same mistakes I have.
I texted a friend this today:
Thank you for being a Godly friend. God is worthy of all glory and through His blood I am made new, no longer bound by Satan's wiles. And Jesus is not only Lord of my today and my tomorrow, but of the yesterdays that have left scars.
Then later on in the conversation:
I feel like a new person. I have no other explanation that the redeeming blood of Jesus.
I wish I could expound so you could know the whole story. Maybe someday I'll be able to tell it. It has to do with living so long in bondage/enslaved to sin that I almost didn't get out.
Almost.
Lord, you are so worthy. There is none like YOU!
It's shocking how the Lord has completely topsy-turvied my priorities. Normally I'm nose-deep in a novel...I LOVE reading novels. Total book nerd. Nothing wrong with that.
But I would almost scoff at self-help books thinking that they'd only make me feel like a failure or like I couldn't incorporate what the book was teaching.
It was a matter of the heart. I didn't want to be spiritually led.
Now I realize that infusions of such wisdom and teaching is vital to my development as a wife and mother...and to ultimate freedom.
In closing, I would ask you these questions:
How are you relinquishing selfishness into the Lord's hands?
What steps are you making to incorporate Jesus into your moments?
What kind of example are you setting for your children? If you want them to be pure, gentle, respectful--are you also being those things?
What lies from the enemy have you clung onto for years? Will you ask the Lord to speak his Truth into you?
Love you all. With your support these past 4 1/2 years, you are a top rung in my "safe places" ladder.