It had been one of those days, neither amusing nor dull, but down in my
heart I was feeling overwhelmed, overcomitted, and, as can be the case
for stay at home mommas, lonely. I had something to look forward to that night, however...
I don't have a booth at The Cottage Collective anymore, because I knew the extent of my energy during pregnancy couldn't support the time commitment deserving of quality handmade. Yet I still frequent the boutique--a piece of my heart is forever there, you know?
This particular eve, I was set up to have a "private shopping experience" at The Cottage, for Baby Bee, with my very own baby budget. I'd saved up some Origami Owl money and had a few things in mind that I wanted to purchase. Abbe, shop proprietor and friend, greeted me at the door, let me take a bio break, then said, I have been working on a cute little furniture piece for the nursery upstairs that I want you to see.
So upstairs we headed, around the corner we turned, and there, in front of me, sat a lovely vintage baby shower display,
and the very best part:
FRIENDS.
Very extensions of the Lord's hands and feet sent to love on a weary momma, sent to tenderly help carry my load. The love in my heart at that moment was all-consuming. I felt able, supported, confident, treasured!
It was a surprise in every sense of the word. After hugs, crying, and chatting, I slumped into the quilt-covered chair and took in the goodness of these people. The goodness of life. And, especially, the goodness of a Father who knew I needed extra hugs that day, laughter, a bit of sugar.
He knew my heart, that I want this baby to feel special. That even though he/she won't really give a hoot about soft sheets or reusable nursing pads, I sure do. I want this baby to be taken care of, just as Wilder and Story have been.
If God prompts you to do something sweet for someone, even if it's inconvenient, I encourage you to go forward with that plan...to obey.
You never know just how much it can touch that person's heart. How much hope and life and meaning and joy it can deliver.
I will remember this day for the rest of my life. It is more valuable to me than silver,
more rich than gold.
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Thank you, friends, for everything.